What do you guys think of my ideological shift?

So, because the mods in r/politicalcompass don’t want to tell me how much karma I need to be able to participate, and the place is filled with unserious people, I decided to post here, I hope I can.

https://docs.google.com/document/d/11B5Hicqbf9eCSV6HIkaNPuoufyFYqHJulJligS0Dets/edit?usp=drivesdk

Here is the google doc for visual proof, many things have changed in the span of a couple of months, for starters I don’t support him as much as I did back then but before I went into highschool I supported trump because of his tax cuts and immigration policies but he’s just not that guy anymore, starting trade wars smh. But regardless after I got to highschool I sat next to a really beautiful girl, actually multiple but she’s the one that matters, she was 5 feet tall gorgeous face, we got along really well and played footsies, we held hands, and all that. Then he comes Election Day, and I was ecstatic oml, I was jumping up and down, it felt like one of the best nights of my life. I go to school the next day and then she asks “Omg trump won” and I was like “yeah” with a smile on my face, and she asked “you like Trump? He’s gonna deport our friends “ I wiped my smile, and I was like starting to feel guilty for some reason. I liked her so much that, I basically turned left wing never a socialist. I called myself a “stakeholder capitalist” actually came up with that on my own turns out that’s actually a thing, started caring about things like the environment and I was just so much more radically different, not blaming but it was because of her. eventually, I start feeling like I’m trapped inside my own body, I’ve been right wing all my life I swear it’s in my genes, since I was young I was asking my mom to learn English and to assimilate it’s quite funny actually. And it got so bad that I said, school is holding me back. I’m switching to homeschool so I can learn ahead. That’s what I did, I switched to homeschool, still was pretty left-wing, but not socialist left wing, but then I stumbled upon… la pasión, my passion of economics after I stumbled upon economics. Learned it with ChatGPT, Grok, YouTube, a bit of khan academy, and eventually, Stumbled onto Chicago economists Like Milton Friedman and Thomas Sowell, I bought two books economics in one lesson and basic economics, gonna buy even more. because I started realizing that some things that I believed were wrong, like many others, I started cracking out of this left wing persona that emerged, being true to who I am what I believed, and seeing if it conflicted with any economic principles lmao. So now I’m actually more right wing. I’m pretty sure economically speaking, but I am more OK with things that are seen as not politically correct and I hate that term, there’s no such thing as politically correct speech but the speech you hold dear and near, like my belief in classical liberalism (American way), expansionism, etc.

When I was in that state run institution I measured in on the political compass as;

Economic left: -2.25

Social libertarian: -5.08

And now I am

Economic right: 9.75

Social libertarian: -4.0

I believe it’s more than most people ever change in their lifetime.

But what do you guys think? Based? What do you believe I know? Want me to answer an economic question? Ask away but tell me what you think.

any book recommendations outside of why nations fail, Thomas Sowell, and Friedman?