Please read my following situation. I am a riding enthusiast, it’s literal freedom/lifeline for me.

So, ima new rider. Love traveling. Bit of speed demon lover, not for show or anything, just maybe at night, cruising. Responsible driver (well..i think i am!). 19M. Should i buy a duke 390 gen 1 (good condition only if i get one, cheap price, works, will use long term) or wait bit longer and buy NS400Z. I eventually want to upgrade to 450MT (adv). I genuinely need a bike. I do have to wait 4-5 years to even buy a bike ig(wrt getting a job etc, so time line is further extended). Should i get a cycle? Or are my dreams of Freelancing and earning some on side hustle while being in college too ambitious(so…at least 2 years…to make..1.5ish lakhs?…i mean i am setting up bars to high, unreasonable and stupid. But if i assume so*)