90k in Private Loans and graduating soon with a (probably) useless degree

Hi all.

Twenty one soon to be 22 and panicking with the upcoming dread of graduating with my music degree as someone who wants to go into education, with 90k of salie Mae loans.

Im living with my parents who unfortunately don’t make enough to help me, and im a first gen college student so we didn’t really know what we were getting into, and education as a passion developed later into my college career so tackling that is going to be a bit more money to even get started.

It’s 2 am, and the dread is hitting harder than usual, I’m so worried about graduating, and living ? And honestly terrified of the reality that it’s potentially not worth it. And I’m unsure how to go on with this debt, seeing the horror stories all over the internet.

Is there really anything I can do, some hope ? Im just struggling to visualize a plan out of here where I can live (atleast a little) and not just be a part of a machine.

Any advice is appreciated.