Have offer to buy 250k in stock options in private company that’s selling.

I can’t come up with the money to execute this. Feel terrible. Current bids from buyers for the company between 8x and 16x. Watching 2M in potential gains disappear tmrw morning at 10am when the window closes. When it sells June 20th and don’t know if I’ll feel worse than I do right now.

Physically sick and can’t sleep.